It's official

Got the official word yesterday,  blood test was negative.  I knew that was coming based on the home pregnancy tests but hearing it officially from the nurse was a lot harder than I thought.  I am thankful that if it wasn't going to work that at least it was negative from the start since I never want to go through what happened last time ever again but it's still hard.

I probably won't be posting much for the next little bit,  but I promise to update after my follow-up with the doctor in 3 weeks.