Survived the first shot of the cycle. I definately hesitated too much and went too slowly so it hurt more than it should have. Note to self, must jab quickly! Only one shot for the next 2 days then a small break and then the big stuff starts! I am sure these next few weeks will just fly by.
I do find myself though this time being much more patient. I guess the experience of going for beta after beta last time waiting for it to drop has made me learn patience. I also find myself not being able to look past the Embryo Transfer. I can't even let myself think about what the whole goal of this process is. Deep down I know I am hopeful because we did get one to stick last time but the thought of this not working or another miscarriage is just too scary to deal with.
Why can't I just conceive like someone normal!!
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